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May 2 27 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill | modern AU, sex worker ivan, b list internet celeb till — rated E | pt 7/FINAL

Ivan hums and teases and smiles. Till bluntly replies in bullet-point answers until they’re free.

That evening, he ‘dresses up’ per Ivan’s request, wearing a ratty pair of boxers Ivan dug of the back of his drawer and a tank top that’s two sizes too big. “*This* is your idea of ‘something sexy’?” The minute Till says it, it occurs to him that Ivan’s perspective is skewed. Maybe, after building immunity to lingerie and dirty talk, all that was left was the casual
May 1 27 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill | modern AU, sex worker ivan, b list internet celeb till — rated E | pt 6

Till won’t look at him, but that’s nothing new; he wasn’t good at maintaining eye contact. It’s not an uncommon trait.

Still, there’s something *alert* about him today, like he had a few too many cups of coffee and he can’t focus.

Ivan would offer to reschedule, but it’s endearing to see the way Till sneaks peaks when he thinks he’s not looking, cheeks and ears dusted pink. It’s a pipe dream, but he can’t help but wonder if Till had finally taken in interest in him
May 1 27 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill | modern AU, sex worker ivan, b list internet celeb till — rated E | pt 5

Ivan shrugs, playing at nonchalance. *It’s the right thing to do,* his body language says. Till’s responding smile is wry and soft, pouty lips full and cherry red.

Every bone in his body in his body thinks about grabbing Till by the wrist and rutting against him like a dog, but he satisfies himself with a brief squeeze of Till’s ass, just enough to have him huffing and stamping his feet, thinking nothing of it as he leaves.

//

The decision to release the album with
May 1 27 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill | modern AU, sex worker ivan, b list internet celeb till — rated E | pt 4

The whole reason Ivan started added scene requests into his rotation was because he got bored easily, tired of boring, stock phrases used in porn over and over again.

Honestly, becoming a cammer had been something of an accident. A photoshoot had gone wrong. He hooked up with his fellow talent afterwards to kill time and she requested that they film themselves because it got her off. He accepted, pinching her clit with due diligence before he bent her in half, distracted
Apr 30 25 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill | modern AU, sex worker ivan, b list internet celeb till — rated E | pt 3

“I need a drink,” is the first thing Till says to Ivan, slinking into his condo in a hurry.

Paranoia has Till jittery, peering over his shoulders at all times. The mania will fade—it always does, the internet changing interests on an hourly basis, but the views keep going up and the offers become more ridiculous.

“Which is why you’re here, no?” Never before had Till been approached in public so ardently, used to quiet enthusiasts commenting on his posts and ever
Apr 29 23 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill | modern AU, sex worker ivan, b list internet celeb till — rated E | pt 2

Within a matter of minutes, the hashtag “BLACKLIST” is trending, taken from Ivan’s handle and his own, “ListlessPoet”, something Till offhandedly thought up when he was sixteen and retained a nostalgic attachment to.

It’s a way of getting his name out there for sure, but it is far from his preferred method.

The staff on the bus with him is alight with chatter, wondering if he would be able to sync up with his mysterious admirer. Little do they know Till has been
Apr 29 31 tweets 6 min read
#ivantill | modern AU, sex worker ivan, b list internet celeb till — rated E | pt 1

There are twenty-seven unread messages in his inbox.

It’s a decent number, nothing too overwhelming. He has done well enough for himself in the past five years to pay a skeleton crew to help him with his videos, but not well enough to require a social media moderator. He’s perfectly capable of dismissing useless solicitations by himself, combing through the nonsense until there are four messages left.

One of them is a legitimate offer to collaborate that has Till’s
Apr 28 23 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill | watersports, established fwb, modern AU | pt 5

So, Ivan is a freak. Till already knew that. He made his peace with Ivan being a freak a decade ago and decided to sleep with him anyways.

Somehow, the fact that Ivan is in love with him, or obsessed with him—however he wants to put it—and it has changed absolutely nothing about his personality or their dynamic is a comfort.

Meaning, it wasn’t new. Thus, Ivan had been obsessed with him from the beginning.

Till’s cock does not twitch at that realization. Definitely not.

“A dress is more
Apr 28 27 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill | watersports, established fwb, modern AU | pt 4

“There’s an easy way to solve this,” Hyuna says, flicking ash onto the pavement.

“Delete his number and enter the witness protection program?”

Hyuna rolls her eyes, elbowing Till in the side. “Talk to him, kiddo. For real this time.”

Her advice, while helpful, comes as a cruel slap in the face.

When *was* the last time he tried to have a serious conversation with Ivan?

…Have they ever had one?

The realization makes him itchy. Hyuna claps him on the shoulder for good luck, grinding
Apr 27 27 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill | watersports, established fwb, modern AU | pt 3

“Killing you would be rather counterintuitive,” says Ivan, casually unbuckling his jeans. The probably cost a small fortune and he had given less than a damn about messing them up, carelessly watching the dark fabric soak up the mess.

He walks into the restroom without a trace of humiliation, humming to himself while he washes his hands. There are several washcloths in the linen closet that Till considers Ivan’s, soft to the touch and doubtlessly expensive.

In most areas of life, Ivan’s
Apr 27 27 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill | watersports, established fwb, modern AU | pt 2

*What do you do when your best friend pisses on you?* isn’t exactly the world’s best google search, so Till is left staring at the ceiling contemplating his life choices, starting with calling Ivan his best friend. Ivan isn’t an enemy, though, and he’s way too close to be an acquaintance. If Till were to be detailed about it, Ivan is someone who’s been glued to his side for as long as Till can remember.

The glide from playground fights to casual hangouts at each other’s places to, *Hey,
Apr 27 25 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill | watersports, established fwb, modern AU | pt 1

Till isn’t exactly blue balling Ivan on *purpose*—it wasn’t his fault that Ivan wanted to fool around the minute Till got home and Till wanted to take a shower because he smelled like ass.

He locks the bathroom door and slides a stopper in the gap for good measure because locking it has never stopped Ivan from breaking in, interrupting Till to fondle him and get soap in his eyes and be a general nuisance.

Till takes his time, unwinding slowly. There’s a sick sort of satisfaction in turning up
Apr 26 26 tweets 5 min read
#dokjoong #dokhyuk | succubus yjh, no scenarios AU | pt 2/END

In what may be the most spectacular swerve Junghyeok has ever been subjected to, Dokja picks up the pace, grinding against Junghyeok’s ass. “You said I could do anything,” he murmurs. “Did you meant that?” Junghyeok wasn’t indestructible, but it would take a lot more than an hour or two of paltry human attacks to bring him down. He nods in answer to the question, wings spreading out wide when Dokja pushes at his spine, stroking them none too gently.

The flurry continues.
Apr 26 27 tweets 5 min read
#dokjoong #dokhyuk | succubus yjh, no scenarios AU | pt 1

“I don’t understand why you’re so bad at this,” is the first thing Junghyeok’s supervisor says, staring at his evaluations with a sigh.

Asmodeus’s preferred form was something lithe and with horns, but he oscillated often, as did most of their kind. They were designed to conform to their bed partners’ tastes, after all, ages and outward presentation useless in the face of lust and magic.

Junghyeok’s transformation skills are subpar, but he was blessed with beautiful eyes and a
Apr 25 25 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill one sided tillmizi | modern AU, weed, alcohol, unsafe sex, mistaken identity pt 6/FINAL

“Beauty is in the eye of the beholder,” Ivan insists, stubborn to a fault.

“Now I know you’re fucking with me. This, coming from *you*?”

“Thank you for the compliment.” Till narrowly bites back the snappy response that it wasn’t meant to be a compliment; doing so would have inspired Ivan to responded with something cryptic and unnecessarily lofty to piss him off. Infuriating bastard always had to have the last word.

He gets up slowly,
Apr 25 26 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill one sided tillmizi | modern AU, weed, alcohol, unsafe sex, mistaken identity pt 5

Ivan doesn’t usually shotgun with him, and before today, Till would have written it off as a frilly idiosyncrasy. Now that he knows, he wonders if it’s because Ivan knew he wouldn’t be able to hide his desire so close, face to face, dark eyes like whirlpools of depth dragging Till under.

Once upon a time, Till asked Ivan what his type was. “I don’t know. I’m pretty shallow,” had been Ivan’s reply, but Till had never actually seen Ivan hook up with anyone just
Apr 25 24 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill one sided tillmizi | modern AU, weed, alcohol, unsafe sex, mistaken identity pt 4

Sua told him to think for himself, so Till starts thinking.

He does his best thinking when his hands are preoccupied, so he picks up his guitar and strums something thoughtless, reminiscing about the past.

Ivan has always been uncomfortably close. They fought a lot when they were little, but Ivan aged out of fighting gracefully whereas Till never really learned the art of letting go. His attention span was admirable, really.

He doesn’t know why Ivan
Apr 25 25 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill one sided tillmizi | modern AU, weed, alcohol, unsafe sex, mistaken identity pt 3

Till doesn’t know if it’s a bad batch or what, but he’s nowhere near as woozy as he usually is. Resigned to a lazy evening of Ivan crashing on his couch, complaining about his neck being sore in the morning, Till closes his eyes, only to be met by the same silhouette, those same damning hands.

“Will you only come and visit me if Ivan’s around or something?” Till asks, oddly astute. The hands working at his zipper still for the barest of moments, then the
Apr 24 27 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill one sided tillmizi | modern AU, weed, alcohol, unsafe sex, mistaken identity pt 2

If Till were to be completely honest with himself, he’s pretty damn proud that he’s been able to keep it up.

Crossfading left him kind of stupid and definitely giggling, mumbling Mizi’s name like a prayer. It wounds up making his mouth too full, like he’s choking on the thick sound of it, but nothing seems to deter her.

It’s funny. Some part of Till finds the wherewithal to wonder how a lesbian managed to learn how to suck dick so well. A voice in the back of
Apr 24 30 tweets 6 min read
#ivantill one sided tillmizi | modern AU, weed, alcohol, unsafe sex, mistaken identity pt 1

For all that Till is a rockstar of some renown, he’s never been particularly interested in parties.

…But, he can never say no to Mizi. When she promises that all of their friends will be there—‘their’ friends, as if they’ve ever been any kind of unit, rather than Till serving as her highly unnecessary third wheel—he agrees before he can think better of it, drawn in by her glittering eyes and winning smile.

He wouldn’t say he’s upset by Mizi’s longstanding
Apr 23 27 tweets 5 min read
#ivantill #alnst | canonverse, pre r5, somnophilia, mentioned offscreen underage sex

It started off as something entirely innocent. A mere confirmation of flesh, of life, of humanity.

Till has always been something of a hopeless romantic, painfully emotional and unruly from top to bottom—and oh, how Ivan craved him so carnally just for that.

Till, to him, was just as wondrous as the stars in the sky, just as unobtainable and perfect despite the fact that Ivan could touch him, could feel him burning and bright, too big for all of the terrible